so far; it's been such a mess but I love it.

I become addicted to videogames and/or tv shows verrryyy easily.
I am so akward around people I just meet it's beyond redonkulous.
music can literally change my mood; drastically.
people's moods can literally change my mood...(also drastically).
hmm..I am in love with Dwight Shrute.
I used to be a lot tougher about life's punches before I fell in love.
I hate when people ask how culinary school is going, haha.
fact: it's depressing going to the beach alone and noticing that NO ONE else goes to the beach alone...everyone else at least brings their dog.
THEY'RE, THEIR, THERE: There IS a difference. Learn it please.
Just because you are out of high school, does not make your new experiences "college experiences".




All of the pictures of myself that are saved on my computer are saved in a folder titled, "ugly". Don't ask why haha.
I pick up on phrases that other people say if I see them too much.
The only thing that distracts me these days is my piano. <3
I overthink EVERYTHING. It gets me into trouble.
I do a lot of things that I probably shouldn't do.
I don't like to plan things out. If something sounds good, I do it. That also probably gets me into a lot of trouble.




I relate my life to movies a lot...it's a little weird, I'm not going to lie.
I don't remember a lot of things from my high school days, but when I do it is usually triggered by a song.
Every day my phone alerts me with a new "word of the day" and it excites me. I feel a little pathetic about that...
I cried when Pam and Jim(from the Office)found out that Pam was pregnant because Jim was really happy and I fear that I will never have that in my life.
I want to get married, and one of the most exciting things about it all would be decorating our new house together.

Random dreams/desires/goals that I want to accomplish at some point in my life::
-become somewhat of a great ice skater.
-write a book
-write a book that becomes a movie (prefferably a cheesy, tearjerking, cliche but can't predict the ending, heartwarming drama and/or chick flick that guys will also enjoy)
-be completely independent.
-go to a different country and volunteer at a homeless shelter and/or somewhere children need help.
- make a wedding cake for someone famous.
- sing for people somewhere other than karaoke or on youtube.
- be in a movie.
-get married. <3
- believe in things I used to believe in.