missyou,missyou.

I miss you so much. Everyone lied, time heals nothing. It's amazing how much of an effect people can have on our everyday lives. One person can make another's significantly better just by smiling at them, and I miss your smile. I would give anything to hear you singing. I need your help because nothing seems to be okay these days. I think about your dog sometimes. I wonder what happened to him. The day I get my car, I will drive to see you I promise. You never got the chance to come and visit me, but that doesn't mean that I won't. I have no one to turn to, Grandpoo. I wish that things would have turned out differently. I wish that everything would have turned out differently. I'm living day by day, hour by hour. Not looking forward to anything; just trying to make it through each day. I look forward to sleeping because I can see you. It happens often but not often enough. You are always happy in my dreams. Happy and painless. I am SO thankful that I got the chance to see you the last time I did. And I will always remember when we were eating lunch together and you stopped eating, turned to me and said, "I love you so much Alejandra." Sometimes that alone gets me through my days. That, and your picture in my pocket that's closest to my heart. Tell me sometinghappy beforeI go to sleep.
I love you.