My hands have an unwanted dampness to them. My stomach, an uneasyness. My heart is going a million miles per hour and my mind racing. This is what you do to me. The way you answer the phone can either make or destroy my day, week, life. Your smile eases any uncertainty in my mind.You have the power to completely break me. At times, you unknowingly do just that. But all you have to do to fix it is hold my hand. Or look in my eyes and tell me you love me. Sometimes I hate how pathetic I have become. I hate how much you affect me sometimes.
I still think about it you know. I mean, never often. The other day I heard something that absolutely disgusted me. I got this picture in my mind and now I can't seem to get it out. It's ridiculous, of course. But it won't go away.
Ive become to think so little of myself, I regret to say. But you know all about that now, don't you? The way I feel about you is so different from anything vie ever felt for anyone. I never wanted to make you feel the way I once felt. Nothing can explain this gross feeling that completely consumes me when I think of the difficult parts of our relationship. The sickness I get from worry. Please don't ever feel that way. Know that you are the only thing that matters to me. Please know that never again will I make you feel that way, or even do anything to make you feel that way. Love me forever because I always will. I promise to try my hardest...
2 comments:
I think it is odd that 2 people thought that post was funny! I should be sleeping... BUT i'm a blog stalker. Its very sincere and even heartwarming in an odd way. Oh to be in love.
yeeaa that was me that did that. lol. for some reason my mouse clicked on the funny button twice and I couldn't get it off. oh well! and you're not a stalker!
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