Twit.

So I’m sitting here, night before my final; can't sleep. Guess what came on TV??! Parental Control-gay edition. Man oh man I love mindless entertainment. I need to lose weight. Anyway I uploaded a new video to my YouTube account. Singing opera cause that's what I do. No, you can't watch it! I only let strangers hear my disgusting voice. Anyway I was searching Regina Spektor because she is AMAZING, I somehow ended up on some blond girl who was singing On The Radio. I don't know why, but all blond girls all look the same to me. And they all make me think of someone that I never want to think about, and it makes me upset. I don't think it's normal to dislike someone SO much for so long. But it did take me two years to get over the first guy who broke my heart...maybe it's just me. You know what else I hate, calling girl the "C" word. You know what I’m talking about. All guys who utter the word should have their man card taken away. Guys also might as well give in their man card if they wear flip flops.

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anyway. Lots of hostility tonight. Sometimes I wish we could live like goldfish. Did you know that goldfish are also called "twits"? Yep, twits. They also have a memory span of about 3 seconds. It would be nice to only feel a certain way for 3 seconds...
Then again I did have goldfish back in high school who committed suicide. Maemi and Bay. Well, Maemi committed suicide, Bay died of a lonely broken heart; I’m convinced. They used to swim around the bowl, meet in the middle, and kiss. They would just do that all day. Anyway one day Maemi literally jumped out of the bowl. I put her back in and 3 seconds later she jumped out again. I put something over the bowl so she wouldn't be able to while I was at school, and when I came home she was on the floor...dry. It was a sad day. Bay died a few hours after. How I miss them.